So tired

2021.12.07 23:42 nicecupoftea1 So tired

I'm 46 and there is no fucking way I can do another 40 years of this shit, especially alone and unsupported as I'll be. The Crohn's itself isn't all that severe anymore; it's just wrecked my body and left me a shattered shell for which meds do nothing.
Just can't do this fucking shit. On top of it my operation to remove my rectum and give me a permanent stoma has been put on hold indefinitely due to an abnormal ECG. That was 2 months and I've still not seen a cardiologist. Fuck knows when I will either. I literally could not care less about the risk of dying on the operating table, in fact it would solve all my problems tbh.
Don't post any suicidal helplines, etc., not interested.
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2021.12.07 23:42 smallsaye How do i change my reigion in ck3?

am playing insular munster, i wanna become cathlolic. how do i do this? i have 1 catholic province.
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2021.12.07 23:42 Courtwarts Squatty Potty has been my best friend this pregnancy

This is simply an appreciation post for squatty potties (or objects converted into squatty potties) throughout my pregnancy.
This experience has certainly been rough on my colon - but I wouldn’t be where I am today without my trusty squatty potty.
Who else is BFF’s with theirs?
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2021.12.07 23:42 Scared-Advance-6231 Can I be in a relationship without being in a relationship? Is there a word for this?

Heyyy dear community,
I don’t want to waste time so I will get straight to the point.
I am a daydreamer so I always imagine such things so maybe I mix reality with imaginations too much but I think what feels wrong in imaginations won’t feel right I real life or the other way around.
At the moment I can imagine a romantic relationship with someone but I must say that I like the relationship without relationship better. So that you love each other and behave as if you were together but never officially decided to be together. So practically, I love someone and we act like we are together but we never really said "do you want to be with me?" or "let's be together". I think if I would confirm that officially then it wouldn't be like before... so that would be kind of wrong and I think I wouldn't feel that way for them anymore. I could tell others "yes we are together" but I couldn't agree with him when he asks "do you want to be with me?". But maybe I just have trust issues? This one’s difficult to explain… hope u understand me.
Or is this not some kind of sexuality or so?
I just have this feeling that I couldn’t love someone if we would try to be in a “normal“ relationship. If I try to be in a normal relationship with someone I think I can’t really love them. It must be more like a „I love you and we are together but we aren’t“ or like a “we met us back then and since then we always acted like a couple but aren’t actually a couple even tho we love us and treat us just as if we were a real couple.“
You know.. somehow like “since then we are basically a couple, go on dates, and so on but we never officially said ”do you want to be with me?” but we said “I love you”. This is so difficult to explain >_<

Maybe I could love someone in a “normal“ relationship too but being in a relationship without being in a relationship feels so much more right. So I wonder if there’s a word for this?
(Also I am sorry because I posted other questions with similar titles but it’s not about the same thing)
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2021.12.07 23:42 MacDaddyBighorn [FS] [US-MN] HP DL360e Gen8 LFF Server / 48 GB HP RAM / 10 TB of HDDs / Rails / iLO4 Advanced

I am selling my last server after migrating to new hardware. The server worked great for me and is an excellent starter for an enterprise grade homelab. This was my starter server when getting my feet wet just under a year ago and has served the family well.
The only issue I have is that there is one bad RAM slot. I had all slots populated previously, but the slot went out. I upgraded the RAM to 8GB sticks at that time. Fortunately, the bad slot is in the secondary channel, so you don't have to worry about it unless you add more RAM to the system. Even then, you can get 5 more stick in before you have to really worry about it.
Transaction will be through paypal invoice.

Specs:
HP/HPE DL360e Gen 8 4xLFF
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RAM: 48 GB (6x 8 GB) 2Rx4 DDR3-1333 MHz / PC3L-10600R ECC (Genuine HP SmartMemory)
HDD: 10TB total HDD, 120 GB SSD
- P420 SAS/SATA RAID Controller
- 2x 2TB HP SATA 6.0 Drives / Caddies
- 2x 3TB IBM SAS 6.0 Drives / Caddies
- 1x 120 GB HP S700 SATA 6.0 SSD (hidden boot drive in CD-ROM bay)
PSU: 2x 750W Redundant Hot-Plug Power Supplies
LAN: Comes with 4x RJ-45 ports on the back and an RJ-45 port dedicated to iLO4
Rails: Included! I had to modify them a little on the rear, but they work perfectly.

Comes with iLO4 Advanced License and firmware is up to date.

Local (preferred): $300
Shipped: <$400 (will adjust, but prefer local)

Pictures and Proof: https://imgur.com/a/u2RTRdX
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2021.12.07 23:42 DennGarrin Planning to run The Warriors one-shot; looking for suggestions

As a prelude to an upcoming city adventure in my campaign, I'm planning on running a one-shot based on The Warriors.
The city is going to be cast into turmoil by the public death of a guild leader. My players will be playing the Warriors gang (but with a different name), and need to escape the city; the events of the one-shot will determine some of the attitudes and who is running the underworld here in the city when the regular campaign party rolls through.
My plan is to have a dozen or so random encounters prepped for the Warriors' escape from the city, with a few scripted and timed events to help guide them back to their home turf. And once they get there, the guild master's enforcers will be there, along with the jerk who pinned the blame on the protagonists.
I'm looking for some suggestions for encounters I can run beyond "a rival gang appears..." or "the city watch is at the end of the alleyway..."
Any and all help is greatly appreciated!
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2021.12.07 23:42 Gold-Path Construction workers at GE getting festive

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2021.12.07 23:42 NattyB Esther and Michaela are hosting an online fundraiser tomorrow for Give Kids The World Village

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2021.12.07 23:42 Aevi-Faegir A humble request: allow us to disable drift/speed zone props and flags to enjoy the scenery.

This game is so beautiful, I have been contemplating resetting my progress to not have all these cluttered props and distractions, especially on the mountain.
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